Secret

I grew up so much during this 7 months, and I know that now I have to let go, the moment when I discover the 3rd time you lied, and to the extend you even deleted her conversation, I snapped.

Friends and family, I'm sorry for making you all worry and heartache for the past few months.

I'm sorry I did not heed the advises you all gave me, and carry on the path.

I thought I could lie to myself that I could forgive.

But I know I can't, I have nightmares about me and him patching and while he was driving he was texting this girl. And I finally know how much he hurt me.