I think this really my first post in many months,
those fights we had, those arguments we had.

I will just burst into outbreak without putting myself into your shoes,
I just rip pieces of paper into shreds to show my displeasure.
I'm childish, seriously sometimes I do wonder what you actually love bout me.

I'm not pretty nor beautiful, I don't have the best complexion, results nor temper.
Time and time I made mistakes.
You said I was a good liar, I lied, I'm sorry.

Do you know how hard it is to even write on my blog about this, I'm someone who rarely confess my sins on blog, even when I blog I would omit details of the argument to make people feel I'm the victim.

I think I have grown alot through my relationship with you.
Even if we don't end up happily ever after, I know I have tried to make it up to you.
And make you feel love and trust me again.