There so many things I want to say
But I left it unsaid.
I'm not perfect I made mistakes
There is so many things I want to do but I'm afraid.

I'm afraid one wrong move it could ruin everything,
I may say things I don't mean it when I'm emotional but that is no excuse for it.
I'm trying to change.

Then to who again I said.
I don't know.

I'm always alone, actually no one truly understand how I feel.
Maybe cos I don't let anyone enter my inner world so easily,
Even my exbf sometimes don't even know what I'm thinking,
I worry too much.

I look happy outside, but inside it's hurting.
I look like I'm one who can take a lot, but I'm sensitive.

He said, "You look hard outside, but inside it's just jelly".


I want to go overseas to study, but then again I'm afraid,
When I come back will my friends still be my friends
Will I make friends there
WIll I be able to adapt there

So many "will I"