I hate going to bed knowing things are not right,

I hate going to bed at night knowing that we're both upset.


I will never forget the sashimi you brought to my place,
Cos it was the first and last time, you did such things for me.

I asked you to buy penang laksa for me,
You said don't want cos double trip.
In the end you still buy for me,
But I wasn't happy because you didn't do it willingly and happily.

Now I just want to ask you a simple question
If you can buy sashimi all the way from simei and come all the way to kranji, why can't you buy the penang laksa?

I remember how you quit smoking for me,
You told me you will smoke 1 stick only,
But the next day you told me you smoke 3 sticks,
I was upset, you told me
"You listen clearly, I now not trying quitting smoking already, I now don't smoke completely"
I was super touched, I remember telling my friends how much yo gave up for me
If you could do so much for me in the past why now you can't?

I am not greedy, I did not ask you to buy me diamonds or bags or anything
All I have asked was you to come to my place, cos I need you, I miss you.
But you reply, "you try"
But are you trying?
And
You replied again "I shag"
I don't know what to reply.

Did our love fade?
I have no idea.